Exhuming memory

Illustration ©Octavi Serra

As part of the Exhumar la memoria [Exhuming Memory] project, a team of archaeologists is attempting to locate and recover the remains of the Palacio de La Moneda, the presidential palace of Chile, which was bombed and partially destroyed on 11 September 1973 during the coup d’état that overthrew Salvador Allende. Recovering the missing debris could provide valuable insights into that fateful morning.

Beginnings are deceptive. They close off the possibility of events that will remain in the shadows, simply because of the decision to start the story in one place and not another. In this uncertain logic, perhaps the true starting point lies at the end, where the excavation begins, and we start sifting through the layers of history.

The story I want to tell could have many beginnings. One might take place between 1975 and 1978, in the city of Santiago, Chile. During this time, a young woman, whom we’ll call A, arrives full of hope, ready to start a new life. She quickly finds work in a bar in the historic quarter, where she meets B and falls in love. They marry and purchase a plot of land to build the home for the family they hope to have. But money is tight, and they can only afford a piece of land that is more of a large pit than a plot – one that needs filling before they can build on it. The couple remains optimistic, believing they’ll soon find a way to level the ground that will become their home. While they wait, a group of lorry drivers comes for breakfast in the bar where A works. These drivers are in charge of removing the rubble from the Palacio de La Moneda, just a few blocks away, which was bombed by the military during the coup d’état. The dictator wants to restore the building so he can govern from there, like a democratic president, but first, he must clear away the debris of the destruction. A few days after the arrival of these new customers, A asks if the lorry loads of rubble they haul out each day could be used to fill the pit on her land. The lorry drivers consider her unusual request, and since A is friendly and serves them so well, they agree. Within a week, ten lorry loads of rubble from La Moneda are deposited on the site where, one day, a house will be built, children will be born, and A’s home and family will be established. All on the remains of the bombed La Moneda.

Another beginning might occur one afternoon in 2022. My friend, Pancho Medina, pulls out his phone to play me an audio message he received: “Yes, Panchito, what you remember is true. I told you my house was built on the rubble of the bombed La Moneda.” The voice is A’s. Pancho had met her years ago over tea at her house, where she had mentioned the unusual origins of her home’s foundations. Despite his astonishment, the memory of that conversation faded until, just a few months before the fiftieth anniversary of the military coup, it came rushing back. Pancho came over to my house with a question that had been troubling him: “Have you ever wondered where the remains of the bombed La Moneda ended up?”

Our focus has always been on searching for the missing bodies. During the 17 years of the Chilean dictatorship, around 2,123 people were killed, and by last year, 1,093 people were still forcibly disappeared. In total, 3,216 people were either executed or made to disappear. In 2023, the Chilean State, for the first time, took on the permanent responsibility of locating the bodies and launched a search plan. Fifty years after the military coup, this action comes too late, but it carries significant symbolic weight. And fifty years on, we can also ask other questions beyond the long-asked “Where are they?” We might, for example, consider questions of heritage. Or we might ask: where did the remains of the bombed La Moneda end up?

The government building was set ablaze and destroyed by the Chilean army after having housed 23 presidents and standing for centuries. The demolition of this architectural landmark was a forewarning of the destruction that would unfold in the following years, affecting other bodies, buildings and frameworks of thought, action and interaction. The image of the bombed La Moneda was seared into the collective memory of a generation as the first sign of the brutal upheaval that would transform the country’s life. Perhaps, fifty years on, this act of cultural devastation warrants our attention.

Searching for the remains

A new way to continue, or start, the story could be when my friend Pancho Medina, archaeologist Flora Vilches and I arrived to begin an excavation at A’s house. It was March 2023. We were not alone; a team of archaeologists joined us. Driven by our determination to find the remains of La Moneda, we pursued numerous avenues to secure the minimal funding required for the excavation. We had already visited A’s house, spoken with her niece, the current owner, and managed to get the entire family as invested in the search as we were. Everyone was eager to find out if A’s claim, based solely on her memory and lacking any other evidence, was true.

We spent months preparing until the moment came to take possession of the backyard. Flora and her team worked meticulously, digging a square hole one metre across. Everything moved at a slow pace, away from the frantic rhythm of everyday life, in a sort of hiatus where the excavation became the focal point, like a fire around which the tribe gathered to tell stories. Stories about what brought us here – the remains of La Moneda and the land of this house. The family joined us, sharing their experiences of the dictatorship, both their own and those they have inherited.

As we dug, remnants of their past lives began to surface in the upper layers of soil: glass marbles, plastic buttons, chicken bones and a ping-pong ball with a rabbit’s face drawn on it. The family’s memories were sparked, and they recalled the ball and the afternoons spent playing in the yard, which had not yet been paved. The archaeological work unearthed ghosts, revealing what seemed absent despite its material presence. This presence, which had been rendered invisible for some reason, was hidden beneath their feet. Finding these traces reignited their memories and connected their current lives with that past. Although we uncovered remnants from other times, none were linked to the remains of the bombed La Moneda.

After digging a metre and finding nothing but small, rounded river stones – since we’re relatively close to the river – we stopped. An archaeological silence fell over us. We then began a new excavation in a different part of the yard. Days blurred together, with conversations, breakfasts, lunches and mid-afternoon coffees intertwining. The soil we disturbed began to infiltrate everything. Wherever we walked, there was dust. We swept and brushed, but the earth had been stirred up and was in the air, settling on our hair and our food. We had opened a door to the soil, and it was hard to turn back. The last forty years of this family emerged in a chaotic mix, with no clear beginnings or ends, blending with the river stones and both recent and old memories. Our excavation had scrambled time, disrupting all the layers that made up this moment. The ground we walked on had lost its clarity; we no longer knew where we were, let alone how to tell this story. It was no longer just my story – it belonged to the family, to A, to Pancho, to Flora, to the team of archaeologists, and to many others besides.

Having found nothing, we sought permission to open a third excavation site. No corner of the yard has escaped our obsessive search. This is our last chance; we can’t keep breaking tiles. We have neither the resources nor the time, and our patience is wearing thin. The situation is overwhelming, and we doubt that there are any remains of the bombed La Moneda under this soil. Perhaps they were there, and we’ve unknowingly inhaled them. Maybe we started doing so long ago – fifty years, to be precise – and we’ve been carrying them within us all this time. Or perhaps there’s nothing more to uncover, and we must accept that all we have found are river stones, chicken bones and bits of plastic buried in the earth.

The morning of 11 September 1973

The most fitting scene to conclude with, and one that I should have considered starting with, is the events of the morning of 11 September 1973. On that day, President Allende arrived early at La Moneda. There, he listened to the first broadcast from the military junta, witnessed the arrival of the tanks and the start of the ground assault. He then delivered his final speech, after which the bombing began. For fifteen minutes, Hawker Hunter jets from the Air Force bombarded the palace, destroying its buildings and igniting a devastating fire. Just minutes later, the military forces entered La Moneda, where they find the president’s body on an armchair, beside the weapon he used to take his own life.

This summary forms part of the information contained within the remains of La Moneda, wherever they may be. The mysteries of that morning could be revealed by the rubble, if only we had the means to examine it. Covered in dirt and dust from history, we dig and inspect closely, hoping that something will emerge. As we continue, at about fifty centimetres deep, a small piece of tile comes into view. We use a brush to clear the area around it until we can see it clearly. It’s a chocolate-brown tile, as they refer to it. The family does not recognise it; they have no recollection of such a tile, and it doesn’t match the landscape of the house or the neighbourhood. Soon, another tile appears, and then another. Pancho and I celebrate the discovery, while Flora and the archaeologists laugh at us, knowing that nothing can be assumed and that everything needs to be verified. This process is more about asking questions than finding answers, much like writing a story.

In the midst of our excitement, a rusty nail about fifteen centimetres long turns up. We examine it with the reverence one might give a relic. It’s from the 18th century – though we don’t know this yet; further studies will confirm it. Even though this certainty doesn’t necessarily mean it’s from La Moneda, to us it feels significant. The nail, along with the tiles and brick fragments, was found in this unit, or maybe in one of the others; my memory is hazy as everything gets mixed up in the soil and memory once the layers of earth are disturbed. The answers that will make sense of this search will come in the future, if they come at all, as the next step in this project is to send our findings for further analysis. But we need more funding. And more momentum.

To close the excavations, there’s a procedure that feels almost like a ritual, yet Flora and her team perform it with an unsettling ease. Each hole is covered with a plastic raffia mesh, and the previously excavated material is thrown back on top. The river stones return to the depths, along with the stories this family has shared: their move to Santiago, the lorry drivers, La Moneda, the coup, Allende, the building of this house and their memories of the dictatorship. The earth goes back into the earth, just as we will return to our lives, changed by this experience. Before sealing the excavations, the team buries an envelope. Inside, they record the name of the person who carried out the intervention and the date, so that if someone comes across it in the future, they’ll know what it was and who was responsible. It’s a message for future archaeologists. We take part too, placing inside a coin, a receipt, and small fragments from this layer of life we are living in, as a way of thanking the earth for the gift of its forgotten memories. The children of the family add a drawing of the house and the possible remains of La Moneda beneath their home. Perhaps, in the end, history boils down to this – a tangle of times, memories and fragments of debris.

Today, we are still gathering fragments of La Moneda. We want to document that shattered body, whose pieces have ended up in the most unexpected places. Hidden beneath our feet, wrapped in dust and forgetfulness, as if they weren’t what they are – the bones of a true saint. The remains of the bombed La Moneda are closer than we imagined, and perhaps to tell our story properly, we must continue searching. But how long should we search? Does such a search ever really end? Just as beginnings are deceptive, endings probably are too. There’s no way to know when the story of a search concludes. When it comes to bodies, as long as one remains missing, the search will never be over. And common sense tells us, fifty years later, that this story, with its uncertain beginning, will likely never have an end.

This chronicle is part of the project Exhuming Memory by Francisco Medina Donoso. Prompted by the question “What happened to the remains of the bombed La Moneda?”, this expanded practice began its research phase on 11 September 2023 with an exhibition at the Centro Cultural Palacio de La Moneda. The project is ongoing, with the goal of retrieving the remains of La Moneda.

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