Idle hours

Illustration ©Octavi Serra

Dad is a concern for us. We didn’t expect him to do this. He had been dropping hints now and then, in his usual subtle way, but we didn’t take him seriously. In our defence, nobody pays much attention to their father when he’s just retired, especially if he spends all day at home. Retirees can be disruptive to family harmony. The man didn’t know how to occupy his time, and now, as I was saying, we’re worried.

He used to be predictable. He would come home from work, from that damned factory, always swamped. I’m fed up with Sugranyes. One of these days, I’ll tell him who I am, yes, I will. And he’d nod off in front of the TV until dinner time. But that’s all changed now. In the first few weeks without Sugranyes, without those ten-hour shifts, Dad’s been shuffling around the house like a zombie. Sure, he’s doing things, contributing in his way, but it’s all mechanical. Now, though, he’s taken on a project that’s a bit unsettling for us.

We all hoped Dad would take up fishing, like most retirees on our street. Catching a pound trout would make anyone happy, except Dad. Besides, he should have been pleased when Granddad, Mum’s father, suddenly started seeing him in a new light. Now he treated Dad as one of the gang, part of the kill-time crew. This qualified him to offer real advice, discuss politics with authority, and, most importantly, fish for trout. But it’s clear that Dad never quite got the hang of ‘free time’; he didn’t know where to start. At home, we reckon it’s something to do with his past.

Our aunt, Dad’s sister, told us that when he was a child, he didn’t really have any hobbies or obsessions that stood out, you know, the kind of things people remember about someone. Apart from school and home, he spent his time at the village parish, sweeping up, polishing the fancy metals and buffing the rector’s shoes. Some might call it a hobby, but it was more like something he did by default. Unlike other kids, he wasn’t out in the streets playing with balls, bikes or bird traps.

We reckon all that time at the parish really shaped his character. I mean, the liturgy and all the church whispers could’ve really sparked a genuine interest in God. If you look at it that way, none of us kids, or even me, would have issues with him today because we wouldn’t exist. But then the Lord’s path got disrupted when he had to start earning a living. At just sixteen, he earned his first paycheck as a night watchman at the cork stopper factory, where his granddad had a pretty important job, and he stayed with that company right up until he retired. Fifty years at the factory, working his way up from the bottom ranks.

Mum joined the factory at eighteen. She says she fell for Dad because she met him at night, in the dimness of the locker room. After finishing her late shifts cleaning the premises, he would already be on guard duty. Each night, the team of cleaning girls would wander the streets, and that’s when Dad would lock up. One evening, Mum and another girl had to stay for a couple of extra hours. As they were leaving, they saw that quiet lad waiting outside the locker room, which was unusual. Mum, who was modern and a smoker, approached to ask him for a match. The other girl, less modern, disappeared without waiting, and upon seeing our future dear Mum approach, he retreated into his two-square-metre kingdom. Mum, however, never talks about how she fell for Dad. Neither us kids nor, it seems, their few friends know how their romance progressed to ‘I do’. Once married, they never took any trips. Besides building the house, he only put in extra hours to buy the car that has since taken him to and from work: a Wick 145.

Illustration ©Octavi Serra Illustration ©Octavi Serra

Of course, we were never in want of anything, and we’re thankful for that. Dad isn’t one to splurge on extras, but he’s always made sure we had everything we needed. Nowadays, he says if the factory’s gone, then so are the car and everything else. Well, this “everything else” is just empty talk, because there isn’t really anything else.

So far, it’s been pretty quiet around here. At home, we all pretty much do our own thing as long as it doesn’t get in anyone else’s way. The house is big, and life’s expensive, so none of us have moved out yet. My sister’s into tap dancing, but only at certain times in her room. My brother’s a big fan of boxing and weightlifting and sometimes he takes over the garage. As for me, I play my three-quarter violin – all within the confines of home. But Dad has really pushed the boundaries this time. Mum reckons she should just leave him to it, because it’s pretty much all he does. There’s a lot going on, big and small.

If Dad would just let us in on what he’s up to and, more importantly, why he’s doing it, no matter how peculiar the reasons, we’d all obviously make an effort to understand. We all really care about him because he’s been and still is a great father. We’d even lend a hand if he wanted. However, Dad has decided to keep his intentions under lock and key, and that’s only making the family more uneasy. All we really need is a quick chat, nothing more, after lunch, and with just a few words – knowing him –we’d surely all feel a lot better. But it seems like it might even be risky.

At first, I’d say it was pretty curious, almost funny, because it was so new. What we couldn’t figure out is why he didn’t start in the garage, where there’s loads more space. Our uncle reckons it’s because there’s no heating there. Behind his back, we all speculate, worried about upsetting him or messing up his plans. We don’t want to, and we’re also doing it for Mum’s sake, not to clip the wings he’s just spread. But however you look at it, his new hobby is slowly taking over our physical and mental space. I’ve already mentioned that at home, everyone does their own thing. Generally, we respect each other’s personal space. Dad, though, seems to have forgotten this basic idea. Just as an example: Granny Montse found the sewing machine drawer full of crankshafts. Her balls of wool and knitting needles have even started turning up in the pantry.

I don’t know. Sometimes my siblings and I think Mum might be the only one who isn’t bothered by it all. She’s got this way of making everything she touches seem normal. She turned the hubcaps into colanders and used the tyres to make swings for our cousins. But we’re still clueless about what Mum plans to do with the chassis; maybe a kennel for the dog, even though we only have a cat and my sister’s two fish. Right now, our main focus is trying to figure out the reasons behind this project. We’re curious to understand what hidden motivations are driving Dad, the man who’s taking apart the Wick 145 in the dining room.

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